ハート♥

im actually quite lost.
dont know what to do now! haha

so i handed in my umpires registration form.
i can't really imagine myself as an umpire.
if i screw up a match,
i'll be know as kayu for the rest of my life.
so scary!!!!

anywayanyway,
lots of stuff to buy i guess.

i reaaaally want:

#1　A NEW PHONE,
feel like going back to a flip one.

#2　A Camera

#3　New Headphones!
mine keeps flaking ughh so annoying.

i also wanna buy Gintama manga in japanese.
that day i flipped open one of my （ancient） JUMP.
and Gintama was already serialized.

ahhh in the end you have to read/watch Gintama in japanese!!
freaking funny!
i don't care if i take a month to read 1 volume,
i just suddenly feel like reading Gintama in jp. aahaha

so i've decided to give up all my silly crushes.
no more G***
no more SF
no more SY

i even came up with reasons to convince myself to give up on them.

i mean, SF is a chinaman.
i'll probably never be able to communicate with him in my life.

i'll probably never see SY for the rest of my life.
even thou i will-probably-never-see-him-for-the-rest-of-my-life-ed about a year ago.

and G***... ahahah. do i even need to say?
out of reaaach. too cool. haiyoh!

anyway the more i think of them,
the more school seemed to lack something.
so giving up isn't such a bad thing i guess.
and i'll be able to concentrate all my love towards sugita san now


and so today was the last day wearing school uniform.

bye hwachong!

it's.
finally.
OVER.

Dear Menses,

Please come as quickly as you can.
i dont want to deal with you when i go Nepal.

last night, just when i was about to fall asleep,
a question popped up in my head.

eh? was it the small intestine or the big intestine that came 1st?



wehh, dont keep me up for such useless reasons!!