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Hello Mr Yellow Smiley face. Could you please just come off? As you can see, your fellow black polish has already done so. Can you not be so stubborn and do the same now? Thank you very much   テーマ:（｀д´）ｳｵｫｫｫ！！ - ジャンル:日記 |
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I want you to hate me, I want you to give up on me, I want you to forget me. Why can't you see that!? |
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I think I'm going insane. I'm getting affected by every little thing. Finally understand that my anime and manga is really the source of my sanity. Gone without it for almost 2 weeks, had no time, and I've become a normal person. Feeling stress, getting emotional, can't control my I can no longer smile as easily, or be optimistic and looking at the better side of things: What I felt was the best of my traits. Eh? This isn't an emo post, I just have so many things going on in my mind right now, I'm afraid I might lose all of them if I don't start typing now. Really grateful to my father, always beating sense into me.. Although I always end up feeling shit and crying after that. But all that really helps me get everything out and the overall result is better. I know of the things I need to do, I just really want to complete all my applications right now. But I haven't gotten an Off in 2 weeks and it's really taking a toll on my patience. If I could just get a proper off day from work I want to finish up all the things I've left undone. I realize that I really can't handle sympathy and pity. It makes me weak. I'm usually fine on my own, but once someone tries to comfort me, I can't seem to control the tears. I feel like my weakness is acknowledged. It gets exposed. Is it really a weakness? A part of me thinks it might actually be a strength in some way, to admit one's incompetence and imperfection. That no one can really survive on his or her own. That we should rely and trust in other people, our ugly side, our tainted thoughts, and that the real weak one is I, expressing such artificial courage. I really hate not being able to smile. |
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If you know it's not something I like, And you know it's going to make me angry, And you know you're going to end up saying Sorry, Why the fuck do you still want to do it? Is it so cool and so worth it to make a point? Im not getting it, not at all. This is so dumb I think I might just cry. |
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''Some people just need to worry about themselves, like stop assuming shit.
Just because you like to talk about your problems doesn't mean EVERYBODY likes to talk about their problems so you do you, and imma do Not you.'' -Luan |
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